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Moving on

2005-02-09T03:58:17Z

so yeah i ahve moved on to a new me a new name to post by at lj. the name be " GlorysFist " use it so i can make sure your on my new buddy list. i just got tired of this name and the look with it so like i said i am moving on. i am no longer the same person that started this journal and i needed to be changed.

LOVE

2005-01-16T05:39:22Z

Why is love blind?

......I await your answer my love.

my love

2005-01-12T22:12:36Z

what must i say
what must i do
for you to truely see
how much i am in love with you

when you finaly read this you will know
just call me and i will show you

i just got home from peaveys and i walked in this blizzard (damn you mark and you trip) im am cold.

Happy 2005 to all i guess

2005-01-01T05:01:36Z

i hope for a good year to come

as i get board this is what happens i write things or draw them

"A Wronged Romace"

as i walked a yesterday
your face was so gloom
with a heart torn of lies
wanting to fix but pushed away
the running mascara told the story

bind my wrists and slit my throat
you’ll never see the best of me
bind my wrists and slit my throat
it went to pieces

as i walked today
your face filled with joy
the mended heart of joy
willing to see another day
nothing running but the past

bind my wrists and slit my throat
you’ll never see the best of me
bind my wrists and slit my throat
it went to pieces

as i walk the future
the running mascara
is now on my face
for not being there sooner

time

2004-11-12T17:10:48Z

Well to recap this week i borke m,y nose at my 1 weekend a month deal on suday. bought HALO 2 on Tuesday and just finished it today the game is way sick all shoul;d buy it and a xbnox if they dont own one. had a great converation with my 2 closest friends because well they dont go behind my back and say shit they say it to my face and well i am very greatful of that. oh and by the way eric when you get over everything let me know because this shit with me has to stop.

this girl

2004-11-02T20:11:34Z

so theres this girl at my work. I had the opportunity to draw her it was way awesome of her to allow me that honor of capturing her beauity with a simple pencil. and so the flirting when on with how beautiful she is without her knowing that i was hitting on her. i need not to be shy with women. but the matter of the post is me building up my courage to tell her that i have this thing for her but that is my quest in life currently.

I see through you
The fear that's in your eyes
-A7X-

yep i have to do this

2004-10-28T19:52:21Z

thanks to brandon on this diffination

friend- (<---noun)

1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. One who supports, and sympathizes with

im going to pull a key part out of this now and stop me if its to hard to understand but the statement of "One who supports, and sympathizes with" is a good one to look at. with my friends i would not have to deal with constant criticism from my FRIENDS now would i. so if you could understand it then well we both understand now.

oh and by the way when i stated about friends drifting away wasnt the topic of discussion with you mark and how just because brandon was going to a collage out of state you saw no reason to stay in maine also. i wanted to say this also thanks FRIEND for thinking about me.

news

2004-10-28T02:11:23Z

so i have been talking to eic and brenden.... mostly eric about me putting in an application with MECA so i can join there katet(i think thats how you spell it). which would be awsome because all my other friends are slowly drifting awaty with there lives. i hate to say this because im going to get hate for it but when im hanging out with eric and brenden im not under pressuer to act a certin way or watch what i say so i dont get made fun of and im not also getting the third wheel treatment with eric. i just have way more fun. also sneaking into MECA is getting a bit harder so its just better i join them then fight the system i guess. i would say that this is a wasted post cuse not may people care what i say unless its something bad about them so whatever. have fun all.

I see through you
The fear that's in your eyes
-A7X-

draven_eric @ 2004-10-24T20:01:00

2004-10-25T00:09:56Z

so anyways time will keep marching on as some will say. just another night alone i guess. i need to get a hobbie or someone else to be around me. so yeah i have decieded that i am going to buy an acoustic guitar sometime i jsut love the sound of them compared to other guitars. well i guess thats all i have to say for now.

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and (loved) most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
-A7X-

until next time we see each other on the cross road of life.

A7X

2004-10-22T22:31:11Z

So i finaly realized that avenged sevenfold is up there with the top geartest bands ever. there music is how i have always felt in my life and some would say is sounds very depressing (the music) but hey we have all had our timesw and i just love there tunes. and as for some people on my not so cool friend (aka- merry)right now things you do are not always the right thing just for now think before you do something. but yeah ive finaly got my hands back into my life and looking on the better side of things now even though i am still looking for that special someone to share my iner workings with. until then i guess im just having a ball.

Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood,
you'll be the one to fall.
-A7X-

so unil next time the crossroads of life meet at the middle of my world again.

passing time

2004-10-17T18:31:59Z

Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	The Mexican
Super Power	Can Cry On Command
Enemy	The Ex-Girlfriend
Mode Of Transportation	Volkswagen Beetle
Weapon	Wire Hanger

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What is your emo band name? by spiralinghalo
Your band name is:	Vegans in August Rain
You sound like:	Taking Back Sunday
You will be signed to:	Dying Wish Records
Your emo lyrics are:	"Pardon me while I soak my collar with my tears"
Name:

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draven_eric @ 2004-10-15T17:31:00

2004-10-15T21:57:47Z

so yeah if dont already know my new sn is GlorysFist for all that care to speak to me. So nothing much has gone on with my life for some time now but thats fine with me i guess. i gave it a try with this girl named Allison who i know through Merry. So nothing is happening with that. I gave it a try but it takes both sides for something to work and well there was nothing from her so im cutting my losses and moving on with my life. Sounds alot like what ive been doing for some time now just moving on but i dont even know where i am moving on to its just a blur to me but thats life i guess. im thinking about picking up The Gun Slinger to pass time at work. like i said before absolutly nothing is happening with my life and its getting real boaring and that diffentaly sucks. so until next time our paths of life cross again.....

Its been a year its been a long year

2004-09-11T02:34:46Z

So ive picked up the bass again and decided to play finaly. Props to Mark and Brandon. Im playing mad amounts of paintball now. So as everyday goes by now i wonder if joining the army was a good idea or i was just looking for security at the time. now i have all this time and i hate to regret what i chose so yeah... anyways back at the ranch.... those were the good ol' days. so until next time our paths meet in this thing they call life.....

update

2004-07-27T01:32:55Z

so things have been good i guess i havent been around much because of work and having to do guards. if i could only be there for when you all succed at life.

Eric have fun at MECA i have wated to go to that school for some time now get all the knowledge you can.

Mark try to losen up. you of all people should know life has its ups and downs so try to stay in a good mood even more with your friends.

Brandon youve always been there for me through thick and the thin i know you will always make the right choices in life.

for the rest of you out there that i hold dear to me give me a call when you can i always have my phone on. its always good to hear from some one you know and havent talk to for some time.

Friends

2004-07-27T01:26:05Z

Remember when all my friends wanted to hang around when ever they could and i could. But now you all get mad at me for not fitting around your time off from work. if only we could trun back time to when we didnt need jobs and we could just spend those hours just sitting and not caring on what we did but that we were a group of friends and not people at each others throat for when we have to work or not. by the way i dont expect any of these about me because i have always been the so called complainer of the group and all that will be remember was when i couldnt conform to your work dates.

Post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want.
Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember of you.

Yep

2004-06-17T01:13:13Z

yeah if you dont know already i didnt ship on tuesday and i won t probly ship till augest now. so thank all for leaving the love and have fun my cell is off right now till i get a job so. give me a call at my home if you dont just tell me in an email to me and tell me who you are.

Boot Camp

2004-06-15T02:02:14Z

So just counting down the hours till i ship and im am a nervous werck from all the changes. id love to carry out a long converation with all my friends that i will miss over this summer. so if you get a chance leave some love so i can come back and see how much all my friends truely care about me. so have fun for me (just have taht little extra fun when im not around as if i was). Please leave some love and not hate.

Kewl Beans

2004-04-23T14:27:37Z

So its been awhile and well i think that people should only reply to posts with there name involved and not be a pussy for saying something that they felt. Because if you start acting like a pussy now then well youll never change and youll forever be seen as a pussy.

So i havent been around to talk to many people lately and im sorry to those who really matter by standing out from the rest of the sheep. If you dont know already im in the guards and i ship out to basic training on june 15 so wish luck and all those that matter reply to this post so i can get back to talking to you. and this invite is truely only for those who matter not people who hide behined shadows when they reply.

Hardcore for life

wow

2004-01-01T03:46:13Z

so yeah um NO. people need to let others deal how they deal and well ill talk when i want to and when others feel bad or like they have done something wrong when they did. so fuck you no. and mark is singing "The Darkness". wow hes such a grammaicaly correct singing person and i mean mark. so yeah the phrase of the day is

FUCK YOU

and

DOUCHE BUCKET

Hardcore for life

Show

2003-12-21T04:10:26Z

so anyways i went to the show tonight it was sick. carzy and stuff and just wow. so this is how they went on.
since the flood
with honor
scars of tomorrow
bury your dead
it was just sick. well yeah and i got to hang with really kewl chick yeah shes like an artist in coolage and stuff. so yeah thats right be pissed that you didnt go.

peace

Hardcore For Life

Goths

2003-12-10T19:43:22Z

Well its been awhile but i need to get this off my chest i was at skool and this goth/nu-metal kid comes over and puts snow on my sholder and i was all like this so not kool. then i continued to put his face in the snow and planting it on the ground. and well this is just in my head and i need to get this off but this is to all you fucking goths get a new color stop thinking the worlds out to get you and your not better then anyone else you need to learn from your mistakes of living the non-living life and get a fucking clue your not the only people to suffer from problems and depression. jsut stop and think maybe kyour not the only people on this plante and there maybe ohtere people that want to kick your fucking ass.

this has been a repeated subject by all i know i just needed to say something.

by the way stew im not mad at you its all kool.

dont mind the spelling i am a bit pissed.

-peace

Funny stuff

2003-11-17T22:13:37Z

Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.

"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."

The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.

As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
brought to you by Quizilla

so yeah im back and well i found this very funny but true at the same time so yeah drop a line or something.

peace

this is the newest and latest

2003-07-20T23:08:40Z

Life What A Drag...

... because everyone is just trying to get a bigger hit...

...when there's nothing left your nothing just sitting waiting for the end...

...but your not worth the end instead they watch and see through your character nothing left of your own...

...they never stop watching you they watch your every move waiting to see if you live to see another day...

so then i think this will be my last post

2003-03-06T01:05:59Z

well my life got better and worse. well lets start at the begining well me a my girlfriend took the step into the realtionship thing about a week ago and well things were going great. then i had a friend tell me what "i love you" in german was spelled. so i posted it on her guestbook thinking that well when i get ready to tell her i would tell her i said it in her guestbook. thinking that would be very smooth of me. so then a few days goes past she buged me to see what it means and i told her ill tell her in due time right. but well she has friends that know german. so i was like no. but one of her firends i didnt know and well she told her and then thats where it all went wrong. see well thers a chemical called quicksilver and it can turn you invisable..... oh wait wronge story. so she finds out and then bang she like wow im lost why would you say that and then i was like there goes my palns and well i feel realy bad right now so if you would like to talk im me or jsut post in the comments part because i need to atlk to someone.

so then......

2003-02-17T18:18:20Z

well that dance was good and fun and crazy. my time wiht the glow stix was great. i was amused and so were others. im getting braces to day at 3:30 and ill be in ther for 1 1/2 to 2 hours of pain. then im out with more pain but with meds. so until next time i bid you a dew.